Deeds here, with a bit of journaling in my "Christian Life
Hymnal!!"
Let me tell you how
timely the Lord is in His mercies and favor!
JUST RECENTLY (like yesterday and today, recently) I've been touched and
moved by the surrounding forces of His might and power. His promise is to never leave; to never
forsake. BUT, my friend, He does more
than just stand by our side - He's in the every decision, every situation,
every rise and fall, every dark and darker.
Can I share with you
about "dark?"
There is a piece of home - my home - where darkness grows up along the walls. It's damp. It's dangerous. It's terrifying.
There is a piece of home - my home - where darkness grows up along the walls. It's damp. It's dangerous. It's terrifying.
Yesterday, my heart
sank into a whirlwind of thoughts - estranged from faith as they may be - of
what could happen in this situation.
There's something vicious about mold; something unforgiving; something
treacherous. And as I looked on it, I
truly believed it to transcend to my heart, blackening it; suffocating it. Does the phrase, "impending doom,"
ring a bell?
So what am I talking
about?? "Surrounding forces of
God's might and power??"
Oh, fellow
struggling, hurting, broken friends…
The joy of the Lord
is not in the comforts and ease of life - it's in the holes and broken pieces
of our minds; even in the snares set out for us by the enemy of our soul.
We are not fully capable of understanding the joy of the Lord without first experiencing grief.
We don't get the gamut of victory without first fighting the battles.
We are not fully capable of understanding the joy of the Lord without first experiencing grief.
We don't get the gamut of victory without first fighting the battles.
We cannot fathom
safety, refuge, protection and provision without having first gone through
dangers, toils, snares, and want.
Psalm 46:7 says,
"The LORD of hosts is with us; the God of Jacob is our Fortress!"
God has given me
meaning and value in my present circumstances, so I hope to be as clearly and
authentically bold for His name: HE IS MY ROCK and FORTRESS!
When the earth
shakes and quakes, the waters flood and frighten, the fires rage and threaten -
when mold rears its taunting face - He's my Rock.
When it feels that the darkness prevails and the enemy is gaining ground on my "untroubled" turf, He's my Fortress.
When it feels that the darkness prevails and the enemy is gaining ground on my "untroubled" turf, He's my Fortress.
He is high and
lifted up, and as a child of the One True King, I am lifted with Him. I am able to
see the battles rage from His perspective, His vantage point. And though
I be engrossed in mildew and moss in my soul, He guards my heart and preserves
me for His name's sake.
I'm not above
problems; but, God is.
I'm not immune to
emotional, irrational, fearful behavior; but, God knows that.
In areas of life
where we are most vulnerable and (sadly) susceptible to falling, failing in
faith, the enemy WILL strike. He will
strike, and he will strike hard. But,
"get excited," as my friend, Korin would put it. It's in these areas of attack where God is
using even the enemy's "blows" to make us stronger.
We are not born
strong and able; God makes us so.
We are not
inherently bold and brave; God makes us so.
We are not innately
trusting and faithful; God makes us so.
And this makes the
enemy powerless. HALLELUJAH!
I pray that today,
you have found God as your Rock and Fortress.
Forever He is with us. Forever He
is faithful. Forever He is strong. Forever.
Much love,
Deeds
**Process is done
using watercolor crayons from Lyra, and "Mighty Fortress" stamps from
Sweet 'n' Sassy Stamps.
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